Have You Experience a Backstabbing Situation Like I Did Today?

• Well It's Not The First

Lets talk about backstabbers today. Have you ever gone through a situation where you were being backstabbed by someone you wouldn't expect it would come from? I'm sure almost all of you have experienced such things, eventhough you're almost as good as an angel, almost everyone can get backstabbed.

I was initially studying in a private school since standard 1 which was when I was 7. That's a long way back huh. I believe I had one of the best childhood life.

Then came the seondary school life. I continued studying in the same private school, but things didn't really work out nicely. The teachers were a lil bit, fierce, and I have a lot of very close female friends and the teachers tend to mistake me to be a flirt. FML.

A couple of other things weren't too nice either, and so I decided to leave the school. Nevertheless, I still loved my friends just so much. Of course I wanted to go back there, but, yeah somehow maybe it wasn't my calling to go back there.

Fine, years passed, I still think about them. One day, a guy called me out to accompany him to buy a present for his crush. Yeah, lol. Then, he told me of what my friends have been saying about me, and I think those were one of the most hurtful things I've ever heard in my life.

That was when I snapped and said, "Fuck this crap, let's just get over it, they're just a bunch of backstabbers." So I got over it.

To cut the long story short, I was forced to go back to the private school in form 4 which was last year. FML X 2 LOL! It was all coming back. Ish.

First day of school, I got many people shocked and excited. All the "OH HEY! LONG TIME NO SEE!" but guess what, it was all a fucking fake! The hypocrisy in those faces were definitely just too much for me to handle.

That was the reason I never talked to anyone nor barely gave a smile for 3 months there.

Long story cut short. Knowing I would not get the chance to go back to my government school, I got over it. Until now, I'm back to normal, everything's fine, I'm being the jolly me again.

But the one thing I still couldn't get over is what my classmates said about me 4 years ago. No matter how happy I am, or how much I've adapt to the school, whenever my classmates talk to me, I would somehow still remember of what they said about me.

Well, that's the first case.

Recently, there's this guy, he er...

He changed. From a bully-ish kind a guy, to a very God-like student. Really a 180 degree turn.

And recently, he's been asking me for some help. Ok fine not some, A LOT of help. Projects, projects, and other stuffs. Of course I did grumble but I decided to help him.

I tell you it was er... kinda disturbing because I did sacrifice a lot of my afternoon nap just to help him finish his projects. I even missed watching a movie trying to help him.

But after all I've helped him, I thought, wow ok. I've helped so much. Maybe I might get my "karma". LOL!

But that wasn't so.

Today was rehearsals for speech day again. During rehearsals, someone told me that, that particular guy, said something about me, and I tell you I just lost every joy I had in me. I was like, "What? I just can't fucking believe what he just said. Oh.My.God."

I tell you that moment was VERY painful. And I believe he said it to many people.

I just didn't feel like talking to anyone. When we were dismissed, I just made my way out of the hall. I wasn't rushing, but it did striked me when I realised I was the very first student to get out of the hall.

Now, I'm just speechless. I've helped him SO much and this is what I got in return.

Oh yeah, my trust. You just fucking lost it.

And that made me lost my respect for the rest of my schoolmates.

If you noticed, I never labelled them as friends since the first case.

So you guys, be careful of whom you trust and who you mix with. Oh and make sure when you help someone, it's worth it.

Goodnight.